Saturday, April 30, 2005

Last day of trials


joy in the sun
Originally uploaded by crimson2810.
it has been a pretty long and strainful 2weeks.. is all the hard work being paid off..i really don't know. i know i have not put ALL my best into this exam. But thank goodness theres another 2weeks of 'mercy' to get things right and ready for the BIG week.

haha i didnt succeed in sleeping as long as i wanted to this afternoon after our last paper, having lunch and flavoured tau fu fah ad me punya favorite curry laksa at OUG, getting soooo full and stuffed and getting so sleepy after that, i was so afriad i would just drop 'dead' asleep while on my way home. Good thing i made it to my bed just in time to pengsan on it, hoping that i would not get up until 9/10pm...unfortunately, the lunch fullness wore off by 5pm. But why???? its the afternoon after my last paper.. i should be doing..something...stupid.. and of a total waste of time.

hehe...i know what i wanna do.. i wanna go watch the long awaited BEauty Shop staring Queen Latifah and the gang..i saw the trailer, the Queen herself and a few things she had done to promote the movie. i seemed fun. but who to go with?? nyak nyak nyak.. i nkow just the victim.. my dear fiend azri.. haha

i finally bullied him into temaning me to watch a chick flick.. the fact that he was willing to watch a chick flick was rather sweet.Thanks dude =)

oh yeah..more on on Yasmin Ahmads blog.. 2moro. there are some of he quotes that would like to have on my blog for keepsake.. she rockz harder than Constantine!!~ oyasumi

Monday, April 25, 2005

The Authentic 3


trinity
Originally uploaded by crimson2810.
back early from college.Just finished Chem P1 at 10am. phewww... 5papers down.. and 3 more to go. Bio2 is tomorrow. Gotta go study.in a while...
hehehh
Last week was interesting..even more towards the end. I cant help but think about whats gonna happen in the next 2 weeks. Not in anticipation, but rather worried.
When something good happens, you start think: woahh,this is too good to be absolutely true. When things arent going the way you expect it: aiyahh whats wrong with me??!

I had a very perculiar dream last monday(considered old news la..). I dreamt that my grdma told me that there was a fat man walking up and down outside my house. I started to get worried at this suspicious looking guy and that he might be up to robbing us. right enough, he walked in. i felt responsible, and walked out to chase him out.dont know where i got my guts from tho. wen i came face2face with him, he took out a spoon frm his big back pack, supposingly to start a fight. i found myself weaponless, then he gave my a fork from him bag for me to fight him!~~ whaddA? so i take la. we walked around in circles ( like in the movies b4 ppl start to fight), then i tried to slash his face, just to wound him la..didnt have the intention of killing him. but he was too tall, so tak jadi. then i tried to poke him, and see see jadi woh.. i managed to push the fork half way thru..then with 1 punch i maneged to get the whole fork head in...den..WHAM...he fell to the floor to rest..forever.. i was relieved la.. bt somehow did not feel good. ofcoz la... i killed a person!!!
then...out of dunno from wer 3 chinese gals came running into my house claiming that they were the dead guy's sisters. they ran in started scolding me..

then we ended up in my house kitchen eating maggi cup mee..~~~ whaDDA?? =The End=

tot this was a weird n ridiculous.. but as i talked to my cg leader.. dreams arent merely dreams..

Thursday, April 21, 2005

tribes and culture


tribes and culture
Originally uploaded by crimson2810.
ermm.. actually, i dont know what on earth to talk about.
i stumbled accross this photo and many others frm The Malaysian Photography Club or sumthing like that. Its collections are by ofcourse malaysian phtographers and ae mainly about seeing the world through malaysian eyes.

recently i have been overwhelmed by the largeness, wideness, and the intensity in diversity of people, cultures and personality around me. it is a beautiful thing.. to see how differently, beautifully, freafully and wonderfully God has created each and everyone or even every living thing that exists on earth.

in this photo, these women adorn themselves with multiple layers of rings around their necks to make them longer. weird? But that is defined as 'beauty' to them. What does beauty to you? aiyahh... no time... blog on this later.. caooo

Sunday, April 17, 2005

stupid photo? i guess so too.


nbtd4
Originally uploaded by crimson2810.
hueh hueh hueh... this photo was taken with karen;s new webcam i helped her to get. tsk tsk too bad i have to wait until year end to get mine, o maybe not.
this is one of my 1st photos evey to be put online. it will be a memorable one for me.
had a great day of rest. although i should be vey busy spending all my time studiying,some how i feel rather calm this time around. God has been great, introducing me to a whole new dimension of stuff including the Holy Spirit. Who He is, How He works, what He looks like, and that He is everything to you.
Recently also i'v been listening to sermons of other youth preachers, reading a few good books, and discovering many new and interesting things. A few relationships have improved tremendously and moving on to sharing on how God has changed my own life 360 deg. Trails are 2days away. God let your Spirit come and be with me. i need You in every area of my life.

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Diversity


Diversity
Originally uploaded by crimson2810.

what can you see in this? do you see what i see? i see perfect harmony.


it never occurred to me that every person can see a different thing in the same picture. the picture here could be almost any thing at all in life. Walks, talks, relationships, arguments, special moments, the highs and the lows. and that what they see actually determinds the state of mind. Prolly it could also define the whole person.

When i started on my journey to 'prove' that fact, it wasnt hard to find, and i need not look to far. Just had to look around.

one of the many situations i observed was about a friend going thru a rough time.Emotionally wounded and all. 1 thing he said that amazed me was that i was the 1st and only one he had shared his 'issues' with. i had to believe that in the name or Trust even if i really didnt.

i guess,people have a probelm looking at situations which dont normally occur or like 'this is the way it should go in life, anything besides it aint suppose to be good'. in this case, God's idea in creating diversity would be in total vain.

Coloured people would have been ruled into bleeching themselves. there would be strictly NO cross cultural relationships, let alone marraige.in these times, still, why cant people look at love through the different shades,sizes and ...labels.? not every two people are the same. i will challenge you to change that fact. life would be BOOring and the skies would be in black-N-white or worse,colourless..

Let us let love prove itself in our lives.

LOVE shines through all differences. If everyone were to live by love or even swear in the name of love,it would be the most colourful world anyone could live in.