wooohooo.. my last post ...21June.seems like ages ago..2day is the 14 august. i still cant believe, the things dat have happened within this mere 2months are equal to to stuff dat suppose to happen in 1/2 a year.. time flies... too fast... bt i think its my prob that i never really managed my time wisely, n use it to the max.
I have began to understand this verse even more duing this period of time. " God uses the good and the bad to work together for our benefit.". These 2 months was a spiritual & maybe physical desert for me. People always say that God may take away many things from you; things dat are most dearest to you, things dat you wouldnt let go for the world, things dat you thought was from God but actually wasnt, things that block your vision from seeing the really of things, things dat seem so good to have bt u wonder why God doesnt think so, even good things dat blur you from seeing the actual great thing dat God has in store for you.
Today, Ps Gloris had a msg from God in which she shared with us at the end of PC1. She said that she saw God peeling away the skin of sumthing, den scraping the dirty stuff of something.The final poduct left was now clean, out of spot, and in its purest form. There ae many things dat God needs to empty in ou lives in order to fill us more with His spirit. Today, God has taken away a relationship,my pride, exam results, my visitation time,and my ego. For a moment, i wondered whether it was the devil taking these good things away. But the msg confirmed that i was God and Him alone. He has dug deeper into d depths of my heart,and expanding the structure and capacity in my life for a bigger and greater work. i'll just leave this passage here as a reminder :
Matt 8:26
" He replied, You of little faith, why are you so afraid?"
The he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm.
People who havent chosen to follow God usually pray only when their circumstances get really bad.They seldom give God a second thought until the bottom falls out of their lives and then they hit their knees.
You're different.
You've made a choice to follow God.
For you to revert to panic prayers is like saying " i believe you'r a loving and kind God with my best interests at heart, but do you see what i'm going thru here?"
As a believer,you have the confidence in God unbelievers dont have.
Its this confidence that will carry you thru the breaking point and BEYOND.
Others hit that point and fall apart.
You wont.
You have faith.
Others may start looking to you when they loose their footing because you're always on solid ground.
You've prayed this before, but say it again."God, I'm Yours."
This time pray it with confidence in your voice and in your heart.
What ever life throws at you, you can handle itbecause you believe that one simpla statement.
"God, I'm Yours."
HAVE FAITH
BE CONFIDENT
STAND TALL
BELIEVE
thank You for everything dear Lord.
