hah! found it

The Bible sees the heart as the source of all creativity, courage, and conviction. It is the source of our faith, our hope, and of course, our love.
It can be steadfast, true, upright, stout, valiant.

It can also be frightened, faint, cowardly, melt like wax.

But, it also can be wandering, forgetful, dull, stubborn, proud, hardened.

It is the “wellspring of life” within us (Prov. 4:23), the very essence of our existence, the center of our being, the fount of our life.

There is no escaping the centrality of the heart. God knows that; it’s why he made it the central theme of the Bible, just as he placed the physical heart in the center of the human body.

and, YES!

i found it.back.

few days ago, i was almost quite lost. and as the passages says that the heart does grow 'dull', 'wandering', 'stubborn', and 'hardened'. but it is also the 'very essence of our existence'. this way, it can be assumed that: if our hearts are wandering and far away, then at those moments, we were not fully present in our lives. Wherever we are, with whomever we may be with, our bodies are there buy 'we'- the essence, were not there.

creepy? but thats true.

after sometime drawing back closer to Jesus, i got my heart back. Jesus said that i am human and that it was ok. He was the right person i went to.

now i have my VALIANT heart back! wooohooo im here now. im back! and it feels gooood!

p.s. pics below are frm Jon's bday on 1Jan at MdmKwans.. some weird but memorable photos..